2/03/2026
- Way too many things I want to do... Ranging from games to comics. It’s overwhelming and turns into a lot of wishful thinking. Thus, figuring out that I’m simply not cut out for coding. I have a far better time designing layouts, making models and textures. Then there’s writing stories and whatnot. Being able to jot things down has helped a lot since it’s very hard to write things down for me. As I’m someone who’s mind is chaotic with a story I’ve had in my head for a long time, making it difficult to write a lot down. You’d think I can write things down if I have my ducks in a row? I mean, they are in a row. Like 50 ft apart from each other and they avoid me and teleport around. My brain just fries itself sometimes…
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1/31/2026
- You know, sometimes I have those thoughts of making my own game review site. As most gaming journalists (or at least the companies) don't have a backbone and fall in line with what their subsidiary wants. As an inspiring game dev and story writer, it just hurts to see people getting attacked just because they don't want to bend the knee to the mainstream's narratives and what they want.
I want nothing more than to make games and write storys both for myself and others to enjoy. Any creative would whant that and keep it to their vision as close as possible. Even I know that my own is rough around the edges. But I don't want to sand the edges down, I want to keep those edges.
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- On a side note, nice job Highguard for falling off like a brick from the top of a skyscraper and shattering like glass on the asphalt.
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1/29/2026
- Finaly getting around to making my own area on the site. Orignaly didn't intind on making it about me spesificaly. But I guess putting things down like this won't be a bad idea.
I'll fancy this stuff up eventualy. But when that time comes, I'll do a overhall/redo a lot of the code when I can.
